Post by ravenflight on Jun 20, 2009 11:56:09 GMT -5
*takes deep breath* Okay, so.
It's Stormeh. I'm (hopefully!) back for good. I'm really going to try to be this time.
But my absence was not just because I forgot about you guys. In fact, I've been thinking about you like crazy. I was going to check the site out on Monday, believe it or not. xD
I guess I should start back in January, eh?
So as a few of you knew, I was with this guy for two and a half years (no breaks, no break-ups...nothing). We almost broke up in December, but I convinced him to not do so. So we were still together. Well, things started to get weird. He would go home and say he was sick nearly every day. I just let him do as he pleased, though I never really believed that he was going home sick and going to sleep. Towards the end of February, I went to a friend's party without him due to his being "sick" again. Earlier that day, there had been a band event, so I just thought I'd leave him be, that maybe he actually was tired on that day. Uh, WRONG. The next day, he told me everything that I was doing that he didn't like. The day after that, we got into an argument over him not doing drugs (he wanted to; I was totally opposed to the idea). That week, I had this sinking feeling. I couldn't hardly eat and lost ten pounds (yes, in the time period of Monday to Friday...). That Friday, he broke up with me, which was only two days after our two and a half years mark. Wonderful, mirite? But it just gets worse.
A mutual friend of ours (the aforementioned birthday party was his) told me on Saturday that my (now ex-) boyfriend had been there on the previous Saturday, the one of his party...and that he had also kissed another girl at the mutual friend's house and party. Needless to say, it was another blow that I didn't need. I was devastated. I couldn't figure out what had gone wrong. Not at all. The ex-boyfriend and I talked that day and the next about what was to come (he never admitted to cheating on me to my face, but to other people instead...). I tried to salvage this relationship, hoping that this was just going to be a short break, but it wasn't... It's been nearly four long months now and it still hurts.
He got involved with drugs, I got involved with another guy. This other guy ended up being a huge waste of my time, sadly, and so...here I am. Sorry about the crazy-long and somewhat confusing story thar... >.> I just figured I should give you guys the truth. I'm so much more down-to-Earth and so hopefully will be able to balance this, summer reading, and a job for a long time to come.
I apologize profusely for my absence. I never meant to do that to you guys. The site looks amazing, guys. I'm so proud of how far everyone's come.
So if anyone's willing to give me an update, I'd appreciate it... As far as I know, I'll still be role playing Ravenflight, Ashenwind, Goldenwing, Eveningrain, Eclipsedmoon, Leaf(kit?), and Feather(kit?), if even that many. I'm sure it's about Eveningrain's time, and maybe even Ravenflight's. I'm not sure.
Right... So thank you for the e-mail, Dark. ^^ I appreciate it. And my apologies, once again. I'm sososososososososososososo sorry.
It's Stormeh. I'm (hopefully!) back for good. I'm really going to try to be this time.
But my absence was not just because I forgot about you guys. In fact, I've been thinking about you like crazy. I was going to check the site out on Monday, believe it or not. xD
I guess I should start back in January, eh?
So as a few of you knew, I was with this guy for two and a half years (no breaks, no break-ups...nothing). We almost broke up in December, but I convinced him to not do so. So we were still together. Well, things started to get weird. He would go home and say he was sick nearly every day. I just let him do as he pleased, though I never really believed that he was going home sick and going to sleep. Towards the end of February, I went to a friend's party without him due to his being "sick" again. Earlier that day, there had been a band event, so I just thought I'd leave him be, that maybe he actually was tired on that day. Uh, WRONG. The next day, he told me everything that I was doing that he didn't like. The day after that, we got into an argument over him not doing drugs (he wanted to; I was totally opposed to the idea). That week, I had this sinking feeling. I couldn't hardly eat and lost ten pounds (yes, in the time period of Monday to Friday...). That Friday, he broke up with me, which was only two days after our two and a half years mark. Wonderful, mirite? But it just gets worse.
A mutual friend of ours (the aforementioned birthday party was his) told me on Saturday that my (now ex-) boyfriend had been there on the previous Saturday, the one of his party...and that he had also kissed another girl at the mutual friend's house and party. Needless to say, it was another blow that I didn't need. I was devastated. I couldn't figure out what had gone wrong. Not at all. The ex-boyfriend and I talked that day and the next about what was to come (he never admitted to cheating on me to my face, but to other people instead...). I tried to salvage this relationship, hoping that this was just going to be a short break, but it wasn't... It's been nearly four long months now and it still hurts.
He got involved with drugs, I got involved with another guy. This other guy ended up being a huge waste of my time, sadly, and so...here I am. Sorry about the crazy-long and somewhat confusing story thar... >.> I just figured I should give you guys the truth. I'm so much more down-to-Earth and so hopefully will be able to balance this, summer reading, and a job for a long time to come.
I apologize profusely for my absence. I never meant to do that to you guys. The site looks amazing, guys. I'm so proud of how far everyone's come.
So if anyone's willing to give me an update, I'd appreciate it... As far as I know, I'll still be role playing Ravenflight, Ashenwind, Goldenwing, Eveningrain, Eclipsedmoon, Leaf(kit?), and Feather(kit?), if even that many. I'm sure it's about Eveningrain's time, and maybe even Ravenflight's. I'm not sure.
Right... So thank you for the e-mail, Dark. ^^ I appreciate it. And my apologies, once again. I'm sososososososososososososo sorry.