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Post by phantomstar on Mar 16, 2009 18:29:54 GMT -5
basics i am currently phantomsun but shall soon become phantomstar my destiny is to lead ravineclan i am a she-cat i have lived 28 moons
going deeper
face value: Phantomsun- a haunting name, one that alludes highly to her enchanting appearance. Her eyes are beautifully yellow, shining with happiness and light that might reference to the current suffix of her name. Her pelt is silver, fluffy, with dark silver tabby stripes running all through the length of her body. Although her pelt runs towards the darker, when the fog is high and the wind is blowing, her slender form appears to be no more than a phantom, as it was the night she was born. While she is a silver tabby as others in her Clan are, her happy-go-lucky expression and carriage endear her to the shyer ones of her Clan and bring her 'normal' appearance to a heightened one of uniqueness and beauty. No matter how kind or sweet Phantomsun may appear, her ivory fangs snap at her enemies ruthlessly, and her sun-yellow eyes can easily become angered and shadowed, hatred pulsing in them towards those who dare to wrong her Clan. But as for now, as for almost always, her paws step lively and her long slender tail twitches merrily, her spirit rarely crushed. Her body is covered in small, visible scars, many reminiscent of a doomed battle with Anguish. One scar lines her right forepaw jaggedly, from where a sharp branch cut through the skin and stayed there during a treacherous sprint through unfamiliar trees on their fateful journey to Taragoff Park. Another cuts across her right eye, one of her more serious injuries from the fox attacks. image
beneath the surface: Life is hard. It throws curveballs, hands lemons out like candy, and likes to play cruel jokes. Phantomsun is a master at masking her pain with joy, giving everything she has to others and keeping nothing for herself. She lives to serve. She loves to help her clanmates, loves to take care of them, and knows that she is not complete without them. Phantomsun is filled with a huge, loving heart, but it has been stomped on many a time. Faced with heartbreak, Phantomsun tends to drift off and be alone to deal with her grief and pain. She then puts on her happy, confident mask and ventures forth into the clan. Yes, sometimes they see her pain, but only in extreme, cruel circumstances. All in all, she tends to focus outwardly instead of inwardly, believing that she is not worthy of spending too much attention on herself. She has always been a giver, never a receiver. One of her weak spots is trying to allow for others to give her something.
into the past: Phantomsun's past is riddled with truths and half-lies, as most RavineClanners' pasts are. She was born into a happy, loving family of three kits and one insane mother. Yes, her mother was insane. Her mother Rosesong was insane: the problem was, nobody knew it.
On the surface she was content with her lot in life: a single Queen, having had a one night stand with a roaming tom. She had three adorable kits, Stripekit, Fogkit and Phantomkit. But whenever she was alone with her kits, she would ignore them, verbally and physically abuse them out of resentment and delirium.
Phantomkit, the only she-kit of the litter, Fogkit and Stripekit managed to make it to apprenticehood without too much trouble. They stuck together and forged a friendship beyond their relationship...until Stripepaw disappeared. It threw Phantompaw and Fogpaw into utter confusion. Their trio had quickly been ripped apart and turned into a twosome.
Phantompaw and Fogpaw made it through apprenticehood together, if a little shaken. They soon became Phantomsun and Foglight, and the best brother-sister pair around. They could almost read each other's minds. They were closer than peanut butter and jelly. Nothing could tear them apart.
Except for a tom named Virosleek. He came into GreenClan at an age slightly older than Phantomsun and Foglight, but was transfixed by the joy and light he saw in Phantomsun's bright yellow eyes. He coined her favorite term to describe her eyes, calling them beautiful beacons of 'sun-baked sand.' Their story of love was traditional in its explosions of emotions and torrents of passion. It was not a sweet, tender love at first, but the passion that drove them together molded into sweet affection.
Foglight and Phantomsun grew distant as Phantomsun forged a deep alliance and lasting, true love. But it was only to last for three summers: three beautiful, blissful and enchanting summers. At the end of the third summer, an earthquake ravaged GreenClan, and hte clan was buried in rubble. Except for, of course, Phantomsun. She had been away on a solo hunting trip and returned to find her clan buried. She never found their bodies.
That was when she left, desperate to find a new home, or at least, to find peace in her meaningless existence. She found a leader who accepted her and gained her undying loyalty in Cheetahstar. Through RavineClan's tangled history Phantomsun was there, helping and trying to do all she could for the Clan that gave her new life.
She met Hawkshadow and crept into a sweet, tender love, without the passion and fireworks that marked her romance with Virosleek. Their relationship was strengthened along the Journey, and she became deputy of RavineClan. Only now Rainstar is missing and it looks like she'll have to be the leader...is she prepared? Can she do it? Only StarClan knows...
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Post by phantomstar on Apr 1, 2009 21:59:36 GMT -5
Fin! I know the history stinks...they all will...stupid histories...oh well, at least I'm done!
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Post by starclan on Apr 2, 2009 1:07:44 GMT -5
accepted as leader of ravineclan. apprentice is still cometpaw.
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